The Theory of Suicide

About The Book

Theories lie subjective, rooted within the journey of one’s own, but can there be an outlet of understanding, that can dare fathom, one of many aspects of simply the voice of self-termination, and be shared at a universal level? Prevailing a personified way of resonation, and conceivably saving one’s life, by the means of one perception, not aiming to get rid of the pain, or to necessarily move on or let go, but to hold on to, the agony by the means of becoming the art we make.

The Essay, of The Theory of Suicide doesn’t aim, to make other people understand what suicide is, or its cycles, but wants to prevent it, by reaching a theory, which I myself was revealed upon by agony, and will hold on to, and feel it a solemn cause to make it be known, my subjectivity might not be objectivity, but chances are the likes of one exists, hence the readers, are free to disagree, and state their own idea, even add or to take away from these ideas, but the idea I will gradually begin to explain isn’t made out of the fascination of suicide, or intrigue of the act, neither to save the day to infest my own protagonist urges, none of that – – but is something, I myself developed, while thinking of death, a place outside of this continuous consciousness, and acute awareness. It may not be the truth for all, but it is sincere. Nor may it always prevail, for we are humans, living on Earth, ubiquitously feeling, but may make suicide lesser of an option, more of an occasional distant thought, or nothing at all, or perhaps everything, though this does not aim to solve anything, but tell you truth, and let you hold on, to the agony, and your soul, all upon the subjective, if.

About The Author

Maryam Aijaz, a 16-year-old, forever stuck in sixteen, claims to have seen life through the notorious, empathetically felt and subjective visions of love, death and shifting agonies, to ever let go of the pen, hence gives forth her Debut as a solo Author with her essay, ' The Theory of Suicide', previously worked as a co-author in TWS PUBLICATIONS Anthology of ‘Grey Nights’.

"The world holds no remorse, for bones having seen its repetitive course of grey annihilations, of anything outside of the notorious happy man's subjective knowledge, so he the anti-hero and mainly certain narcissistic, intrinsically evil and beyond atonement beings, subjugate all other hearts and distinct minds, just to make certain his own existence to stand true. Though he knows not of truth, he unknowingly lies to his flesh, though inside is an odd emptiness that no vanity can dare fulfill, so he disguises his vain disposition as a holder of pride, and everyday leashes torment on hearts personified until he gains his momentary satisfaction of fickle control, as he lies under skies, oceans away from his fingers, as he is weighted down by divine source, he leashes anger upon angels in both flesh and soul, for nor could be compete with god, nor the devil, he sits and exhumes grey agonies, he is not a Father,  Mother, not a man, Woman, not a son,  Daughter, neither the king,  Queen, nor the servant, he is our sign of finding out our fine line between conscience and madness - Henceforth I shall write for the suffering souls, for I love and admire your unfathomable courage" - Maryam Aijaz