Outgrowing a version of yourself
Manal Abbas
Bibliophile and writer with a love for poetry, books, and debates. Author of 'Apolytus'.
Apolytus
Apolytus– n. the moment you realize you are changing as a person, finally outgrowing your old problems like a reptile shedding its skin, already able to twist back around and chuckle at this weirdly antiquated caricature of yourself that will soon come off completely.
This analogy perfectly describes the poems I have written and compiled into this book for the last 3 years. To have grown and changed in my most formative years and learned from various experiences, some difficult while others were easier. This book is a representation of all that has helped me become who I am today and I am proud to share it.
Turn through the pages.
A few pages from the book, so you can see how it reads before you buy.




What this book is about .
Anger, and who is permitted to show it
The particular weight carried by an eldest daughter
Friendship, and the marks other people leave behind
Ordinary years that turn out to have been formative
About the Author
Every Sunday my parents would pack us children up in our car and take us to a bookstore located 30 minutes from our house. My two siblings and I would choose two books each for the week, and I’d bribe my little brother to pick up books for me instead of himself. By mid-week, I would have gone through my pile and gotten sad for no more reading material. Hi! My name is Manal and I'm a poet, writer, and bibliophile. Unfortunately, I grew up as a debater and will yap your ears off about books if you let me.
Read a little of the book.
Apolytus– n. the moment you realise you are changing as a person, finally outgrowing your old problems like a reptile shedding its skin, already able to twist back around and chuckle at this weirdly antiquated caricature of yourself that will soon come off completely.
Blood could never be thicker than water.
How could it be?
When the only time I have ever felt home,
is in your arms.
Their writing will only ever be about you.
Even if you leave.
The words immortalise you.
Make a poet fall in love and maybe you’ll live forever.
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